Monday, June 25, 2001

hm... well i haven't blogged in a while so i suppose i should eh? well right now i'm at lyra's house laying on her bed with a laptop that her stepdad let me borrow. this has been so much fun. we went to san francisco yesterday and the gay pride was going on. we walked along it for a while and then crossed it cuz we were trying to find a bus or something. but it's so cool there. hehe, there was a bondage float. with two girls handcuffed in thongs and two guys whipping them. it was funny. san fracisco is so cool, i wanna move there when i grow up... or at least when i graduate. but i've made a plan for next summer. i'm gonna drive to california, pick up sam and malia(who will fly in) and then drive to oregon, pick up kendra and hannah, then drive to winnipeg and pick up feero. that would be so fun. and we could like, spend the summer together or at least a bit of it. you know? but yeah. anyways, i go home on wednesday, i don't really want to becuz it's cool here in california. i guess that's why they say, "i left my heart in san francisco" eh? ah well... yes! i just got a diet dr. pepper. oh man, i haven't had one in days.... yum. anyways, to malia, you dun' deserve to be locked up and have someone throw away the key, you're our friend and we love ya;) anyways, i'll stop writing now. l8erz pplz.

Friday, June 22, 2001

Wow people actually still paste here? Amazing..
Why must I fight?
I fight with everyone and anyone. I'm sensitive. I'm also insensitive. It's just not fair..I deserve to be locked up and someone should throw the key away. Hmm that's all.

Btw, If for some reason, I go on aim..IM me, I lost my stupid fucking buddy list. It's so frusterating.

Monday, June 18, 2001

Fssck.. fuq.. FUCK! I'm sorry.. I wrote this ENTIRE ENTRY in l33t and it was LOST! I fscking hate blogger! Now I've lost all ambition to write.... good day.

Monday, June 04, 2001

Did anyone watch Pearl Harbor? Well, I won't ruin the movie for anyone, but this is what my auntie said about that lady...

I have shingles on my eye lids says:s
she's a skank another hour her and cuba goodings would have hooked up

What a day. I had black and red eyeliner on today. People were like "Are you high?" "Where you crying" .... I like red eyeliner... It's fun.
I just had to explain the deffinition of bondage to Malia...We're looking at these clothes at ... Silly Malia clicked the "XXXTRAS" section.

M a l i a S t e w a r t says:
Uh oh, what is XXXtras???
Your tongue is twisted, your eyes are slit, you need a guardian. says:
Don't click that
M a l i a S t e w a r t says:
too late

Lucky for her that section is empty ~_-
My godfather is at my house, I don't know what he's doing. I think Malia wants a catsuit. lol. I think she likes guy stretch jeans too. My throat tastes oddly enough like blood. Maples won against Stergeon Creek and Sisler, lost against St Johns last Friday. mm... That's pretty good.
Okay, sleep time.... Back tomorrow.

Saturday, June 02, 2001

gah! i'm scared!........i dun' wanna take my SATs... it's gonna suck, i didn't study and i'm not ready to be OLD! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. it's 6:54am....and i ate pie for breakfast so that i'd be hyper. and yeah...i can't sit still....i think i have ADD really.......but yeah...i''ll go ride will be here soon....GAH I'M SCARED

Friday, June 01, 2001

Hey... It's been a while.
Today was the football scrimmige at the U of M. I wanted to go so bad...Jeevsies' school played my school. All the football players were dressed up in their jerseys...I really really wanted to go, but the cheerleaders weren't going :( I miss football season, I just thought it would be cool to cheer for football when it isn't freezing cold. I'm waiting for Jeevsies to go online to find out how baddly his school beat mine. I know we lost. And his team won three games I think...*sigh* I wish I was there. I went to see Pearl Harbor with my family today...It was sad...It mad me wish I could cry over things so easily...It was so sad... I won't say too much, I don't want to ruin the movie for anyone. I had a pretty good day... Once the football players left to go, the rest of my class was sitting around and stuff...And yeah, Andrew and Steven dared me to go back into the cubbord-on-wheels thing....So, seems as how I'm not afraid to be locked into dark places, I went in... They pushed the thing against the wall, so I couldn't get out. And Arnel drew a cross on the side of the cubbord while I was in there. I didn't know he did that, but when I was in there, I said "My eyes are starting to burn...And this place smells like fire." Hahaha. That provided them with a cheap laugh. They have to find something else to bug me about. They call me the devil, and a witch...They tell people I read witch books...And that's such a LIE. I won't know why they think I'm evil anyways...Just because I don't beleive in god. The way I see it...I'm the same, just less vulnnerable...And I question what other people say...If it doesn't make enough sense to me...Then I don't accept it. I'm not that different, still.
"I've met people that freak out when they meet me, but I'm just a normal person. If you cut me, I bleed." - Mercedes Lander (Drummer from Kittie)

I know I'm slightly different from the other kids....Maybe they just aren't as mature as I am...I just have a better idea of who I am... And I'm not going to be afraid of who I really am...i'm not going to sacrifice my individuality just to look cool...Or a certain way. And if people don't like who I am, that's too bad for them... I'm never going to change myself just so people will like me.

I'm really hungry.... I don't know what I can eat... I think I'm allergic to tomatos and seafood... *sigh*

My sister burt the veggie dogs today.... When burned, they smell like weed.
I guess I'll go find some iced tea or something to eat.... Then I'll draw and paint and talk to Hayley for a while... I'll probably be up until 4 am today...

Wednesday, May 30, 2001

*sigh* i just realized how awesome kurt cobain was...he was like, an awesome song writer. and i mean, it's too bad he died. i woulda liked to see nirvana play...they're awesome. but yeah, i just wanted to say that...
have fun with the bugs feero... i have company from canada here. my mom's friends, and their 27 yr old son. and today we went all over austin. it was pretty fun i guess. though i was tired, becuz the night before i had stayed up till 3:30am. and i got up at 9am. *yawn* but anyways, we went and played laser tag, and i kicked alla their asses. i got third! wahoo. my nickname was "spork" heh. but then we went to barnes and nobles bookstore. i got a cd. heh. then we went to the mall and um... then we went to see shrek. and then at like 9pm, we went to this steakhouse thing. and it was gonna be 40mins till we got to sit down, so we sat at the bar. and i was sad cuz i wasn't allowed to get any alcohol. so then tony, the 27yrold. was like, if you come visit me and the friend i live with, we'll get you plastered. aka, drunk as fuck. so i was like, OK! heh. and that was my day.
Our hall is going on a field trip...To this park...It's a 10 min walk from my house...Wooohooo....
I'm going to get eaten alive by bugs :(